Its been a while since my last blog. Ive really wanted to, there are many excuses why I didn't, but in the end it was just the feeling of who cares that prevented me from doing so.
I woke this morning flooded with the anxiety of all that is going on in my life. As I lay there and pondered over things I can not change. I can not change the way others show compassion, I can not change the fact they are oblivious to my feelings. I'm the one who let others side track me and take what Im not willing to give.
I have done this for far to long and Im just now opening my eyes to what I let happen. I give people the ability to pick and chose my days and my time. I let others feelings come before my own. It reflected this in my weight this week. Im up 1.4 lbs. Im not at all happy with that number. I did this though, I let others spread me thin and I did nothing to prevent this gain.
I have to start practicing what I preach. Ive told my girls tons of times. Dont let people hurt you,(even though I do), dont let others dictate your life(like I do), dont be afraid to ask for help (I need to ), be the best you can be and forget the rest ( words I need to listen to). I need to get a hold of my life and do what is best for me and my mental and physical well-being.
So on to another week, where will it take me? I know one thing, it will be where I want to go!
~PEACE~
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